3 months.

REX ORANGE COUNTY – BELLY (THE GRASS STAINS)

 I can’t believe this is happening again.

This is like the 3rd time I’ve screwed up. But I guess, this time, its worse.

I am hopeful that the 3 months are going to pass by quickly, all the more I know I will regain my parents’ trust back in no time. I just hope that they give me a second chance to make things right again.

I really have no words. I just feel so bad about everything.

I’m sorry, mom, dad, tita lisa.

I’m going to make this right. I’m going to learn from it and go back on the right track.

You will see Ben and I become better.

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  1. SC
    I feel so under appreciated and acknowledged. I know it isn’t nice to always want to chase the credit, but then again, since when did I ever ask for credit but now? This is something I’ve been so proud of myself for. A little appreciation or acknowledgement would be nice to have.

    I feel so bad because I always try my best to make the SC look good through my projects and ideas yet I don’t get appreciated enough, well, I don’t even get appreciated at all.

  2. Dad
    You know talking to Nic is something I always look forward to. To the point that I finish all my school work early, shower and pack ahead, and so much more. That’s really the only thing I want to do before I end the day. I do know that I’m your only girl, and that you miss me, but sometimes I also hope you would give me some time that I can talk to him and enjoy the company of myself.
  3. Joni
    Thanks for telling us a lot earlier.

Different

It’s kinda weird how I find that you’re so different when you’re with your friends. I mean, I don’t mean to separate you from them. But then, I feel so separated from you when you are with them. You’re a completely different person. You stop texting me. You don’t even check your phone, I bet. You don’t tell me you’ll be gone… so I look stupid crazily checking my phone every time I hear it ring. But then again, I guess this is normal. I’m used to being alone during some nights.

But that was before you.