Hi. So… how are you? I know we haven’t spoken in a while, so I’ve decided to drop you a message. You don’t need to reply, though. I know you can’t, and I also do know I shouldn’t be sending this at all, but I can’t help it.

Sometimes, when I’m all alone, I end up missing you. I think about you and all we’ve been through the past 2 years. Kinda crazy, isn’t it? I feel so stupid thinking back to all of what used to be and how it could have been, but couldn’t be, all because of one event. It changed my life. It changed my life in two different ways, there were negative effects; one of which was you being taken away from me. But the beneficial one is that I knew how you felt about me, I finally knew. I keep thinking and wanting to believe that we DID have a past, and that we DID happen, whether or not we were aware of it.

I miss your complaints about work. I miss your anxiety attacks. I miss your, “how was your test?” questions. I miss your rounds. I miss your “that’s nice to know” comments. How are you? Where are you working now? Have you been on trips lately? I keep wishing you are missing me too.

Do you ever think of me when you’re lonely? Have you cried while doing so? Did you ever think things could go the other way around? Do you still smile when you see my name? Do you still think of me every time you think of Simple Line? This is stupid, I know. I’m back to wishful thinking… the thing is; I never really left that stage. With you, it was constant wishing. I never really got what I wanted.

Things will never be the same after you. Because after you, I believed all things were possible. Just a lot of determination, hard work, and perseverance will get you the prize… and a lot of flirting too. So, thanks? Thanks for making me believe in the impossible. Thanks for loving me back.